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I want run away, run away and just be free
from my own, from my own one and only body and life.
A blood red, a blood red song I cry out
My true self, that was cut by an accursed knife, disappears
into this world,
into this earth,
and all alone.
You’re taken to the grave, and you’re working still
“Well, yes, that is true, but, well…” But there’s nothing left for you to say
The hands of the clock will spin eternally,
And the gentle sound of the knocking is left to cry away
You’re like a rose
coldly blooming to a half-hearted love.
You’re too far away for me to see.
I no longer have you with me.
Happy synthesizer look, things will get better
I’ll play an inspirational melody
You don’t have to pretend to be strong, okay?
Just be true to yourself
Why no, I don’t know
Do you not realize that it’s not just your appearance?
You’re losing your appeal is caused by your hatred
and desire for feelings of envy
I was keeping a secret
I knew that was love
The castle dweller was slowly fading away
and I was overcome with these feelings of fear
I was keeping a secret
I longed for eternal love
What I got is eternity only
For the first time, I cried for another person
Open the door, laugh, smile, hug, kiss
I should have loved you…
The megaphone I shouted into has broken
However much I stretch, I’m not in your field of vision
Ah, the sky cleared before I knew it and it doesn’t suit me
I can’t hold my feelings back
How can I, what should I…
Because I’m not going to cry
I love you
